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Selalunya dia diam, malas mahu mengeruhkan keadaan, tidak mahu terus bermasam muka setiap kali bila kamu sambil lewa tidak pernah ambil pusing akan perasaannya, dan setiap kali dia berdiam itu juga kamu selalu saja ambil kesempatan, buat-buat tidak faham akan rasa hatinya, kerana kamu sangka dia pasti akan terus berdiam dan kerana itu juga kamu alpa wahai lelaki, kamu lupa bahawa dia yang kamu ambil kesempatan itulah perempuan yang akan sentiasa ada disisi kamu saat susah, saat genting dan saat suram.

Sekali lagi, kau wahai lelaki itu, buat air matanya luruh, luruh bersama gundah hati tidak terperi, walau kamu tidak mampu melihatnya tapi hatinya itu sudah benar-benar sakit, lukanya dalam dan tidak mungkin akan sembuh. Barangkali, kamu lupa wahai lelaki, dia juga manusia biasa, yang hatinya merah lagi lembut yang kini sudah tersayat pilu, hanya kerana sikapmu yang ego dan pentingkan diri sendiri...

Mungkin kau benar-benar telah lupa, dia juga punya perasaan, punya kekuatan hati yang luarbiasa dan mampu menjadi sekejam pembunuh hingga dia juga sanggup untuk membunuh cintanya padamu selama ini, jangan sesekali kau pernah lupa wahai lelaki, bahawa bila tiba kemuncak masa itu, kamu pasti akan jatuh terduduk, berkecai  dan berderai sekalipun dia pasti sudah tidak mahu malah tidak sudi pun menoleh padamu lagi.

Ingat kamu!!!! Jangan sampai dia hilang sabar!!!!

Lepaskan aku pergi

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Setelah sekian lama memendam rasa dan menahan perasaan, kali ini biar aku meminta, jika kau benar-benar sayangkan aku dan jika kau sungguh-sungguh cintakan aku, LEPASKAN LAH AKU PERGI...

ya, mungkin kau akan mengamuk, marah kerana permintaan kali ini aku tahu amat melampau, tapi aku telah berfikir sedalamnya,  aku telah berkira semua kemungkinan, inilah yang terbaik untuk kita. Sayang, sedarlah, jiwa kita tidak pernah bersatu, hati kita tidak pernah sama, walau hati kita punya rasa kasih tapi ia tetapt tidak sama, kerana itu kita seringkali bertelingkah, masing-masing dengan amarah yang tinggi, kerana itu kita selalu rebah, tersungkur dan terluka kerana kita tanpa sedar saling menyakiti.

Demi kasih kita yang masih bersisa, lepaskan lah aku pergi sayang. Biarlah ku bawa serpihan memori indah yang tinggal sedikit antara kita sebagai kenangan kerana aku tidak mahu mengingati picisan cinta kita yang menyakitkan, biarlah aku terus mengenangmu sebagai sebahagian dari angan-angan cintaku yang indah.

Disini jiwa laraku, hanya disini, jangan cari siapa aku tapi kenali aku melalui apa yang aku akan tuliskan.

Until I Met You

Before I met you,
I thought I was happy,
and I was,
but I had never known
the rich contentment,
deep satisfaction,
and total fulfillment
you brought to me
when you came into my life.
Before I met you,
I felt a lot of things,
good things,
but I had never experienced
the indescribably intense
feelings I have for you.
Before I met you,
I thought I knew myself,
and I did,
but you looked deep inside me
and found fresh new things
for us to share.
Before I met you,
I thought I knew about love,
but I didn’t,
until I met you.  By Joanna Fuchs

Is This What Love Is?

Is this all we have together?
Is this what love really is,
Yelling through a quarrel
And making up with a kiss? Why can’t we get along?
Why do we have to fight?
We starve true love by day
And feed lust all through the night. I wish we’d settle down;
I wonder where peace went.
Why do we pick at each other;
Why can’t we be content? If this is what love is,
If tenderness has flown,
I’m thinking more and more,
It’s better to be alone.  By Joanna Fuchs

Farewell My Love

Farewell My Love  Is it really true our love is over now?
Can it be time for us to say goodbye?
Too soon, it’s much too soon, my love, for me;
You smile with ease, but I can only sigh.  We’ve shared our lives and given so much love;
I can’t believe we’re really going to part;
You’re moving toward a new life without me;
I’m left with scars upon my broken heart.  Go on now, if you must; I’ll get along;
How much it hurts, I don’t want you to know.
I’ll set you free without inducing guilt,
But as you leave, the silent tears will flow.  I can’t be mad; I love you way too much;
I’ll hide my sadness now, so you can’t tell.
Sweet happiness is what I wish for you;
Farewell my love, I hope that you fare well.  By Joanna Fuchs

This Love Hurt..

My love always hurt.
it never shine. never love me back.
i want it to love me back, but it wouldn't....

Alone Again

"It hurts to let go.
Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something or someone the more it wants to get away.
You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted.
For having wanted to be wanted.
It confuses you, because you think that your feelings were wrong and it makes you feel so small because it's so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn't coma back.
You're left so alone that you can't explain.
Damn, there's nothing like that, is there? I've been there and you have too.
You're nodding your head."
— Henry Rollins (The Portable Henry Rollins)

Love Never Fails?

Love will never fails, unless human who failed to create love...

Smile to Love

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there."
— Bob Marley

Dissapointment

"I have a history of making decisions very quickly about men.

I have always fallen in love fast and without measuring risks. 

I have a tendency not only to see the best in everyone, but to assume that everyone is emotionally capable of reaching his highest potential. 

I have fallen in love more times than I care to count with the highest potential of a man, rather than with the man himself, 

and I have hung on to the relationship for a long time (sometimes far too long) waiting for the man to ascend to his own greatness. 

Many times in romance I have been a victim of my own optimism."
— Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love)

LOVE

"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life."
— Bob Marley

Love

"People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.

A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master..."
— Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love)

Love

No sooner met but they looked;
no sooner looked but they loved;
no sooner loved but they sighed;
no sooner sighed but they
asked one another the reason;
no sooner knew the reason
but they sought the remedy.

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Love is complicated

What we need to know
about loving is no great mystery.
We all know what constitutes loving behavior;
we need but act upon it,
not continually question it.
Over-analysis often confuses the issue
and in the end brings us no closer to insight.
We sometimes become too busy
classifying, separating, and examining,
to remember that love is easy.
It's we who make it complicated.
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Complicated LOVE

If you have to keep wondering
where you stand with someone in a relationship...
it's time to stop standing and start walking.

Relationship problems
could be as complicated as math,
but every one of us has to
create our own method to solve them.

Take time to be sure,
but be sure not to take too much time.
Love isn't always complicated.
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Aku berserah

Kata hatiku ssentiasa berbisik 'aku berserah'..walau airmataku tidak pernah henti mengalir, jiwaku merana, hatiku terseksa, namun aku tetap berserah...

Love Hurt

When someone really loves you,
they will never hurt you.
And if they do,
you can see it in their eyes
that it hurts them too...

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broken heart

I was never one to
patiently pick up broken fragments
and glue them together again
and tell myself that the
mended whole was as good as new.
What is broken is broken

 

- and I'd rather remember it
as it was at its best
than mend it and see
the broken places as long as I lived.

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Be courageous

We take a risk

when we open our hearts

because the truth is,

if we open our hearts,

we will get hurt.

You can’t open your heart
and not have some hurt
because you’re in a
human experience.

Even if it’s the love of your life
and you have many wonderful,
deepening, growing,
powerful years together,
it’s a human experience
and that person will pass over.

Love takes courage.
Be courageous.

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Give Me Love

Give me love, give me peace on earth, give me light, give me life, keep me free from birth, give me hope, help me cope, with this heavy load, trying to, touch and reach you with heart and soul - George Harrison 

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beat strong to love again

pic: aspieweb.net

Ever notice how when you’re depressed or emotionally drained, that your heartbeat is stronger than normal? At times it seems as if it’s going to beat right though your chest. It’s your heart’s way of letting you know that it’s still there. It may have been broken, it may have been ripped out of your chest and stepped on but it still holds life. And eventually, it will beat strong and love again – kenneth7100.tripod.com

Heaven Knows

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up,
Till I close my eyes.
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know